Its Just Me

Hello, every one I decided to start this blog because I have a fetish for spanking,
Like most, I have had it since early childhood.
I don't know where it comes from, I was always wondered if we are hard-wired to be this way.

I" am not into the BDSM world, don't like Bondage chains, masks, whips, floggers.
Me I like old fashioned bare bottom spanking From Yesteryear.

I have been looking for that special woman to share this passion with me.
I m a age player so I like to age play and regress.

Most guys like me look for an older woman,
waring  garter belts and girdle type stuff,
Me, on the other hand, I kind of like a woman
That where's tight blue jeans.
And she where's a belt.
I just melt when a see a woman that looks like that,
I am not an Abl or a diaper lover I m more a middle as they call it these days.

I" am going to blog about the journey that I have had in this fetish so on a weekly basis
I will blog about it so sit back and enjoy.

Disclaimer
sorry about the grammar skills  I suck.

The Internet Has led me down the road of

                                                                      

When I was 18 years old I was working at a local tire shop and a customer came in and had a flat tire that needed to be repaired. when I went into the trunk of the car to get the tire I found a book it was full of women spanking men. I was interested in very much  I scrolled thru the pages and said wow.

I wanted to steal it but I knew I couldn't I needed my job I was on my own and had to pay the rent.

when I got off work I went to the local adult bookstore and found some magazines on spanking.

I bought them and took them home.

I thought to my self I wonder if I could get my girlfriend interested in it.

well, when I invited her over  I showed her the magazine.

she thought I was nuts and needed mental help and a pervert.

How can I be a pervert for just wanted to be spanked,

Needless to say, that relationship did not last.

nor did the other ones that I was in, so I gave up thinking that I would never find someone that shared my fetish

In 1998 I got my first computer for my small business that I started to help with the book keeping ,

and my accountant told me I needed an e-mail address  so he gave me an AOL  disc  I went home  and installed it  and it started to snow outside so  I ran to the store  to get a few items  when  I was standing in the check out.  there was a mommy and her little boy in front of me he was acting up and was throwing a fit because she would not buy him candy. she told him to wait till I get you home young man you are going to get it when we get there.

That brought back some memories.

When I got home  I sat down at the computer desk and for some reason, I punched in spanking in the,

Aol search engine wow I was amazed on what I found all the photos and spanking clips

The first place I found was Leda and Julia Jamison and the first clip was called mommy is mad,

I waited for it to download and I watched it over and over.

then I was looking at photos and I thought well I don't feel so alone there are people out hear just like me .

I was up all night looking at spanking websites and it really got me going could I find someone,

like Tanya.

 I filled up my hard drive with spanking clips and photos that night.

I found a few websites that had spanking personals I placed a few ads on them thinking  I will ,

find someone like Tanya.

I mostly got men posing as women getting there rocks off and asking me do I get a hard on or do I Masturbate when I think of mommy.

I told them no I did not. its not sexual for me.

I did chat with this one lady on messenger she was in Arkansas she seemed to be what I wanted

and I told her I would like to meet her.

she said that would be great and we should meet  I told her I would drive down  to see her

she said she would meet me half way and we should get a cabin in the woods so she can properly spank me.

I thought ok I asked her for her phone number. she said we can just chat on AOL well that threw up a red flag for me. I told her if we can't talk on the phone  I would not meet her well she stopped talking to me. 

I joined some yahoo groups on spanking I had no luck there and sadly yahoo has taken them down.

I was really getting flushstriated with it all.

I spent hours on the net just looking for what I needed one day I was on messenger  this gentlemen

messaged me and said we had a lot in common  we chatted and yes we did have a lot in common

when it came to spanking.

I never met him in person but we did chat a lot and traded spanking photos and spanking clips,

He told me he was sick but doing well then he just disappeared so I don't know if he just gave up

or something else.

                    after posting personal ads and trying to find what I was looking for

                                                                 On the Internet

                                                    It has led me down the road of

                                                                 

  





My new story i wrote for a contest

The time has come I going to go get a spanking from a woman I met a few weeks ago . we met and had dinner got to know each other . it was a very lovely dinner with her . all I could think about was going over her knee but I know I will have to wait .
good things come when you wait .

after dinner was over and I walked her to the car .
She turned around and said well young man !!
I expect to see you at my house in the morning at 9:00 am sharp
and she hands me her address  and don't be late . or else .

That night I could hardly sleep I think I got maybe 3 hours
all I could think about was how would she spank me .
In our phone call she asked me questions and stuff about spanking . I asked her how she would spank me and she would ask another question .

Its 7:00 am after dosing off I got up to my alarm .
and hoped in the shower  and quicky took a shower
it was a hour drive to her house  and I did not want to be late .

I hurried down the highway  stopped at the 711 to get a soda and A twinke  I just love those things .
I looked at my watch I had ten minutes to get there , I looked at her map she had given me and was on my way . I pulled up to the front of her house  and I had a few minutes to knock off  so I lit up a cigarette and took a few drags off of it .

Then there was a knock on my door window  it was her and she opened the door . she said well young man !!! we will not have any more smoking  she said .  she then took me by the hand and led me in to the house  and up the stairs  to a bed room .  and led me in to a corner of the room and said
young man I want you to stand in this corner till I tell you to come out  is that understood !
I replied yes , (Yes what young man) Yes Ma"am  that s better .

It felt like it was for ever  then she came back In the room  young man turn around and come hear
Now she said with a stern voice . I turned around  come hear and stand in front of me .

I walked over real slow Knowing what was about Happen .

She looked at me and began to scold me, my head dropped  . Look at me when I am talking to you young man !!!

Now we will not have any more smoking  is that under stood Young man!!
Yes . Yes what Yes Ma'am  that's better ,
she sat on the bed and Lowered my pants and then she pulled me on to her lap .
she began to spank me with her hand  she did not say a word just spanked for a min.
then she stopped , well from now on young man you will address me as mommy or mom ,
Is that understood Naughty boy ! Smack!!!yes Mommy Smack !! Smack !!! good Im glad ,
you Understand. Smack !! Smack !!! Smack !! Smack !!! she stops and tells me to get up .
Yes Ma'am I said  , well your learning she said .

She gets up and takes off her belt and set back down on the bed .
Now naughty boy lay down beside me on the edge of the bed .
I said oh no mommy not the Belt ,
lay down beside me on the edge of the bed Now!!! young man.
I promise I wont smoke any more I promise ..

You should have thought of that before you lit up that cigarette
Now Move    lay down beside me on the edge of the bed .

She took me by the arm and yanked me down on the bed .
Smack !!!  You are hear to Smack !!!  get punished Smack !!!
Young Smack !!!  Man Smack !!! . Iam the mom Smack !!!
Now Smack !!! Smack !!!  and I win Smack !!!
No Mommy please I will be good as I begged for
Her to stop .
as I begged for her to stop and putting my hands
Back to protect my sore red bottom.
She ignored my plees
If I ever Smack !!!  catch Smack !!!  you Smack !!!  smoking
Smack !!! This would not be Smack !!! Smack !!!  the last time
Smack !!! Smack !!!  you will get a Smack !!! Smack !!!
Bare Bottom Smack !!!  spanking Smack !!! Smack !!!
Making your Smack !!! Smack !!!  bottom red Smack !!!
and sore Smack !!! Smack !!!  Is that understood Smack !!!
Smack !!! Young man !!!
 My bottom was on fire and I was sobbing like a naughty boy

she stops and tells me to get up and go stand in the corner .
I got up and started to pull up my pants
She said  no leave them down and go .

I tood in the corner for about 15 min then she told me
to pull up my pants
 she came over and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheak
very well done she said

End of Part One

I just love the way she spanks

Pj Needs a Disciplinarian mommy

This was my very first  ad I posted on the internet,

I have Had a spanking fetish ever since i can remember,
yes I'm a age player in to age regression,
I am seeking a female Disciplinarian  Maternal friend Type.
A female disciplinarian someone who listens to you. It should not be someone who is only interested in spanking your bottom. A disciplinarian should be someone who is going to provide you guidance in making positive changes in your life. The Disciplinarian should have your best interests at heart,
The person should be someone who will tell you what you need to hear and not just what you want to hear. Another quality that I look for in a disciplinarian is someone who is strict, but yet kind and loving. The disciplinarian while holding you accountable and giving you the discipline you deserve should be someone who will hug and forgive you after the spanking is over. A disciplinarian should be someone who you can have regular contact with, outside of a discipline session ( a freind.)
My primary play focus & interest is in spanking, discipline, corporal punishment & role play scenarios from past to presnt,
Spankings with Hand,Belt,wooden spoon
,switch, ping pong paddle.
I enjoy everything from a mild role play spanking to resistance My favorite type of spanking play is extremely verbal, involves lots of scolding & chastisement, Time out or Corner time.
I need this in my life to make me a better Person,
I"am Not really in to bondage (except to hold my Hands back to stop protecting my bare bottom from being spanked)dont like to be tide up.
I"am old Fashiond type person.
I would like to explore my inner child and have him come out of the closet so to speak.
so if you are aa woman with a creative mind and can help me
I would cherrish your friendship and your discpline.
Is there such a woman in colorado springs.
If you would like to know more please email me
I would love to chat with you and get to know you

Momma Kay

For about 3 years I was entering a spanking writing contests on the Dana kane  website .

one year I won the contest it was really cool to do that and I was happy that I won .

About  3 months after winning the contest , I got a email  from a lady she said she

Really enjoyed my many stories I had posted on dana s website  and it was cool

that I was from Colorado  as well as she was .

She told me she was a switch  but she loved to do the Mommy/son role plays .

we emailed for about a month then we started to talk on the phone .

To get to know each other better .

One day when she when she called  she told me that she thought it would be nice .

to do videos using some of my stories .

But the only problem was she could not use her face because of her job .

I was the same way  . because I am a privet person when it comes to this

and my profession I don't think it would go over well .

At the time I was not working at the time and I had a lot of time on my hands .

I Gave this some thought and did some looking around  and seen some spanking vids

where they blured out the faces . I thought that was cool  and told her about it ,

and she thought it was cool as well .

we did a lot of video face time calls to figure it all out .

from the vids to a web site .

I told her I would do all the work on building and managing the website .

I went out and bought the video software to blur stuff out .

spent hours to build a nice website  at my own expense.

so when it was time to make some videos  I went to Lakewood to get some

footage to practice and see how it all worked out .

So we took some photos and did a little shoot  but not a spanking one

so I could figure out how to do the bluring of our faces .

After I got that figured out we were ready to start production .

I called her and said I was ready, she said she was busy right now

and wait about a month  and she would be ready .

For the next month  we talked about different  seens  to do  .

got a time line going  . she said  when she got back from

Las vegas  we will start .

2 weeks go by 3 weeks go by  no phone calls or emails

I tried to call her  and email her  nothing .

6 months go by  and I get a email from her  saying how sorry she was

on neglting   me  she has been busy plus her house got broken in to .

she was  a school teacher and she said when they go to summer break

she would be ready  like a dumb ass I believed her .

 well about a week later I got a email saying the password changed on the website

I tried to log in  and it would not let me in .

then I tried to recover it . when I did  it said email not found .

She had changed the password  and the email address  to her own stuff

and even changed her phone number  .

She stole all of my hard work I put in it .

The only thing she could not get was the domain name  I own that .

I should have copy write my stories  because  I found her surfing the web

she is using  the website and the stories that I had written .

and there is nothing I can do about it .

Bitch        



Miss Pebody a spanking story

Miss Pebody is a school teacher she has been teaching students for about 5 years .
One day one of her students was acting up all day in class and out side in recesses,
Despite her scoldings  and him not listening the whole day she thought it was time
for him to stay after school .

The school bell rings and and she said Pj please stay hear . he stops  she said please sit back down .
as the class files out of the room . they are all alone .

She pulled out her chair and reached in to the drawer and pulled out a envelope .
Please come up hear Pj Please she said .

She asked do you kinow whats in this envelope Young man !!!
She never ever called him Young man before Only his mommy calls him that when ,
he getting ready or getting spanked .

she said in this envelope is a permission letter from your  mommy to be spanked in class .
if needed .
He gulps and began to tremble He had never ever been spanked by another woman .
just by his mommy .

I was just going to call home to tell your mother on how you were acting but  I decided to handle
it my self   so  you have disobeyed me and other teachers today, by not listening and doing ,
what your told young man .

So with that being said pull down your pants she said !

Oh miss Pebody please I promise to be good from now on .

She said well we are going to make sure of that  now pull them down
He slowly lowered his pants .
Miss Pebody  sits down in her chair and says  now go over my knee please .

He places him self over her knee  and she lowers his underwear
With fast and vigor swats with her hand his bottom is stinging and starts to  glow red .
she does not say word  she just spanks his little bottom till its  glowing red .
when its a nice shade of crimson red she stopped .

now get up and pull up your pants  young man .
He gets ups and rubs his bottom then pulls up his pants .

Now I want you to go to the chalk board and write  50 times

I will listen to Miss Pebody
he  went over and did his lines .
when he was done  she came over to look over his work  and she was
satisfied, she said did you learn your lesson , yes  I did  he said .
ok she said  the next time I will use Mr paddle if you Misbehave is that understood
Young man !!! Yes Ma"am  he replied  
Ok you may go home now .